christopher (greek: bearer of christ. also patron saint of travelers who according to legend carried the christ child over a dangerous river) kabootar
when ₹
oct (24 - 31) ~ ⏰ 6 - 6.5 hrs ₹ 3000
nov (1 - 7)
. mon 1, 🔅 9:00 am (30 45 min) . personality + community ₹ 300 500
. tue 2, ☪ 9:00 pm (15 min) . update ₹ 250
. thu 4, ☪ 9:00 pm (20 min) . personality + community + food?history ₹ 300
. fri 5, ☪ 9:00 pm (15 min) . update ₹ 250 [missed]
nov (8 - 15)
. mon 8, 5:30 pm (60 min) . mom(update) + scheduling ₹ 750
. wed 10, 6:30 pm (30 min) . personality(social) + community map + food?history ₹ 500
. fri 12, 6:30 pm (30 min) . update + community map (calls) [missed]₹ 400 250
. sun 14, ~9:00 pm (30 min) . mom(update) ₹ 300
oct 25, 2021
life areas
. concerns: health, friends, boarding life, career
. energizers: animals, water, mom, dad, history & politics, food
emotions and stories
. grey: tiredness
. green: happiness. childhood paintings, tetanus injection
. blue: calm. snorkelling age 4, bath to calm, inner sea meets outer sea
. red: afraid. hostel food/non-veg?, getting up early
. orange: love. sensitivity, quick to form friends, yet few close friends
. teachers: taunt on lexical disability, standing up for friend (walking out)
loyal, generous, rebellion (subtle), questioning (humourous), memory (visual, bodily)
hyperbole? knee, priest (hero)
dad: strong animal, self-made, challenger, cool, calming, love
mom: love > quiet(me|chatty)
career: bodily confusion layered with external ideas
! personality test, community (dot map: relatedness/influence), dogs, cats
? steiner (curative), observe lexical automata
oct 31
personality: ESTP-T (Turbulent Entrepreneur)
. mind: extraverted(56%). group/social interactions. enthusiastic. excited
. energy: observant(51%). practical, pragmatic, down-to-earth. what|was v/s will. notice small changes
. nature: thinking(61%). objectivity/rationality. logic over emotions (hide feelings). efficiency v/s cooperation
. tactics: prospecting(68%). improvising. flexible, relaxed non-conformist. options open
. identity: turbulent(63%). self-consious, stress sensitive. wide emotional range, success-driven, perfectionist
. abstraction: little interest
. morality: inner-compass, rules made to be broken
role: explorer (observant + prospecting)
. moment: @uncertainity(impulsiveness↑), precision?(!zone)
. change: monotony?(obligations↓), ↑interests?mandatory↓
. social: spontaneous(ingenious), never boring
. love: unpredictability(excitement↑), intimacy(maturity↑)
. work: environment<->childlike, school(?habits), passion(heaven↓earth↑), work-life balance
. risk-taking: responsibility|self-control, bravery(?conventionality)
strategy: social engagement (extraverted + turbulent)
. boldly sensitive: extraversion(risk-tolerance|boldness), turbulence(self-doubt|sensitivity)
. action: act first think later, enthusiasm, helping others
. attention: center of attention|social status (pretension)
. work: human interaction(service industry), success with recognition, genuine appreciation
. moods: over-drive v/s holding contradictions (push/pull)
nov 1
personality analysis (daily reading). community-map initiated
nov 2
conversations on map (nani, mama, brother)
nov 8
mom(update): website!, disorganization/non-communication -> responsible/expressive, weekly calls
. spatial awareness? negative belief -> conditions/practice awareness (gardening story)
. logical analysis . call missed? -> causes -> self(time-tabling)
. update . diwali {yatcht club, saxophone, music, food(x drinks -> feel good)}, loves large family
. update . community map (spilled basundi? -> redraw)
? boundaries (SAYING NO, NOT FEELING GUILTY)
? mom {invitations/requests | play (mamta <-> vatsalya)}
nov 14
calls were missed entire week. mom expressed uncertainity / confusion about continuing at the current time