(Duryo =
- Far. Dhan - Wealth. The one who is always focused on the far wealth, the =
wealth beyond, the outcome, the result)
Bhagavad Gita - BhagaVed=
Gita - BhaagaVed Geeta - Bhaaga Ved Geeta - The Song Sung to those who run=
away. Ved / Vedas / Vedana - Sensation. Vedas were ancient texts about the=
subtle reality of life. Like physics String Theory. Bhaaga Ved Geeta - The=
song sung for those who get the sensation of running away. In the Mahabhar=
at, arjun flees from the scene of battle when he sees that large arrangemen=
t in front of him. He is stuck that how can he fight his own brothers and s=
isters. Yesterday they were on this side playing and laughing, but now they=
are on that side. How can he lift his arms and weapons against Bhishma Pit=
ama who is like a father. How can he fight a boy, who he knows in his last =
birth was a maiden, whom he scorned, how to raise his hand on a woman. So i=
n the midst of battle he is down on his knees. That's when his earlier Karm=
a of sitting at the feet of Lord Krishna comes into fruition. Krishna who w=
as acting as the charioteer, the one who was driving ArjUn all along, leave=
s the reins. He moves out of the chariot and comes to the ground next to Ar=
jun. Everything comes to a standstill. The world has stopped moving, time h=
as stopped. In this moment the Bhagavad Gita is revealed to Arjun.
Revealed - ReVeiled (Veil as in thin gossamer covering, that seems t=
o let us see, but still obstructs. Like the Liminal Space). We can always s=
ee the truth, but choose not to, so it needs to be revealed. It has to be s=
hown to us in a new language. While there is showing, yet it is in a new la=
nguage that obscures it for those who have not learnt it. So it becomes eso=
teric. Anyway... So the msg of the Gita according to no-one is particular -=
Even your belief in your own existence is questionable. you=
are impermanent, your relatives are impermanent. what did you bring with y=
ou, that you are so concerned about preserving, protecting and taking with =
you. khali haath aye the, khali haath jayenge. understand the dharma and do=
your duty. duty, due-to-i ... whatever negative karma you have accumulated=
due to a belief in i, clean them up. put an end to this lifetimes of runni=
ng, searching, longing.)
Contemplate=
- ConTempleAte - KaunTempleAte - Kaun Temple Ate, whenever we think to=
o much, our head starts to throb. The two veins around the temple (side of =
the forehead) swell up. Sometimes the pulling of blood upwards is so much t=
hat it gives us migraines, headaches etc. There is a saying What's eating y=
ou? Contemplation is about figuring out Kaun Temple Kha raha hai. When we f=
igure what's eating us, we can not be afraid of it anymore and let it be. W=
e welcome all the emotions, thoughts, bhoot, pret, spirits. Welcome into th=
e body, the empty shell. Use as you please and go as per wish in ease and w=
ell being. Wish you well. Wish you happiness. May you be liberated of suffe=
ring.
Thanks for shari=
ng this. Want to come more for you, not so much for me. Want to listen and =
take what helps. There maybe other's for whom this may be more needed at th=
is time. Don't want to block space. Friday, if there is space (even as an o=
bserver or water-boy, happy to be present)
p.s=
. if you did read the story and most probably did not get why it came up or=
is shared? simmmmbbbbble ... jab krishna ho saath, to kyon bhatakna idhar =
udhar ... when the facilitator of the workshop is a friend, and will care e=
nough to share the Gita Saar in the midst of the battles of life as they se=
e fit, then why bother or take someone else's place who may need krishna mo=
re :)
what came up has not been planned or tho=
ught or read elsewhere. its a khichdi of the present moment. just like my s=
tone soup cooking (you have yet to experienced much of that). sometimes the=
khichdi is insipid and boring, people add salt on their own. see the manif=
estation of events on those days, something else turns up, lots of achar, c=
hatpata items etc come. sometimes its flavorful and exciting, people rave a=
bout the uniqueness of the taste, the magic in the hands. but what am i foc=
using on while i cook. love, nutrition and health. i pray that the food i c=
ook and serve will benefit people. i pray the process of being there and co=
oking will benefit the person whose house it is. i use whats available. no =
one should ever feel inadequate. there is abundance. yes it takes time to g=
etting used to. even mayuree and i have had our moments and taken time to b=
e at ease with each other's presence, ways of being. cooking and the kitche=
n became the space and context. same with natasha, neeru aunty, indira. for=
many. unable to ever repeat a dish, flavor or recipe. don't bother to. thi=
s moment is lived fully and gone. death is as welcome as any other friend. =
i pray, what has been dished out in this mail, is palatable and digestible.=
do share when we meet. also able to understand on my own. silence speaks t=
oo.
grateful for the context to share and your=
prompts. filing this story away for future.